Friday, June 20, 2008

Not sure what to say...

I may have shared this before but when I started this blog I didn't think I would have any trouble spilling my guts for cyberspace to read. Now that I'm here, it's a little harder than I thought. I guess I care a little bit too much what other people think and when I committed to keep people updated on our adoption I didn't think about having to report the hard things too. So here we are in the middle of a hard thing. 

I'm not going to go into too much detail but the birthmother we were working with is making some poor choices and things are a little up in the air right now. I'm not exactly sure how to feel. I'm Ok, but feel like I have this dark cloud hovering over me that I can't shake. Didn't that happen to one  smurf, or maybe it was that crabby carebear. Anyway, I'm trying to be real and hopeful at the same time and not really sure what that looks like. I really don't know what to say other than I would really appreciate your prayers.

I know so many of you have thought and prayed continuously for our family and I thank you greatly. But I need to ask again. Please pray for the situation, I don't even know how to ask you to pray, but God knows, and I trust he will be faithful. 



5 comments:

Stepping Out of the Boat said...

sorry, valerie, will you email me your phone number please? i can't find what i did with it.

Tengesdal 4 said...

Praying..... lots......

Anonymous said...

Valerie and family,

Our prayers are with you...even more so now.

Tina & family

Nicole Anderson said...

If you need to talk...you know where I am. You have been, and will continue to be in my prayers. God knows...

Noel said...

Will be praying specificly for this latest twist.

-- Noel from Salem